Beak's 23rd Birthday was YESTERDAY!
Happy Belated Birthday!!
I've hit a low. It happened after I ate dinner - but I'm sure before then.
I was her love.
She was my Queen.
Thinking how it used to be.
Does she remember times like these?
To think of us again...
and I do.
I think because my head is filled with the future instead of the present: this is why I hit my low. I'm focusing on where I'll be in 2 years instead of 2 days, 2 weeks, 2 months. My heart yearns to be there in the future - but my body is confined to the present. I must stay here. This is my home and it won't go any faster if I try to live with my physical body here but my heart and mind elsewhere.
Put these feelings on hold.